I had to go through the standard "No I don't kill animals or babies, no I don't worship the devil, I actually don't believe in the devil," and had to go into an entire discussion about what Paganism is and isn't to me, etc. Basically we had the whole my religion is better than your religion crap. Then all of a sudden he decided to tell me that he thought I was sexy, and that it might be "unChristian" to say so but blah blah blah insert stupid plea for sex here. I looked at him and said, "Well the Goddess blessed me in lots of ways," and was going to leave it at that until he decided to start saying what he wanted to "do" to me. Which of course left me having to say politely that I
In all honesty I'm almost ready to throw my arms up in the air and give up. White flag, I surrender! I'll stay single if that means I don't have to deal with that kind of stupidity. I know it would probably be better if I found a nice Pagan guy to date (or at least someone with similar ideals as me), but I have no clue where to look, or even if to look lol. The problem I face is the town I live in has a population of around 300. If I'm not already with someone from my town it's very doubtful that I will get with one of them now! Most are senior citizens, and others are people I went to school with and while we are friends, we are not compatible in relationships. I don't go out to the bar very often (and lets face it guys, in general the bar is NOT the best place to meet someone to have a long term relationship with) and I'm not sure about other ways of meeting people that don't involve me driving an hour away. So what to do?
The fighter in me refuses to surrender. No white flag for me! But I look down the road and wonder how am I going to change my future? I don't want to be in my crone days alone with no children to carry on my legacy. I know I can adopt, even while single, and believe me, I've considered that option (and am still considering it), but I also know I don't want to be without a partner in crime ;). So, I've got a lot of figuring out to do. If you guys have opinions on the matter, or wish to share your rant with me, as always my comments and email are open to you. Let me hear your voices dear friends!